being not me...

i'm tired of all these kind of things or the situations
about the sensitiveness and all the illusions
when i've tried so hard in being not me

i'm tired of having no one else by my side
they put on the old guise and fake it with pride
and i've tried so hard in being not me

i'm tired of facing these people including you
there's gotta be some way new or something else to do
cause i've tried so hard in being not me

i'm tired of this feeling and i wish i could breakout
having a time off where my mind is the the only hideout
and i've tried so hard in being not me

i'm tired of being inconsiderate, and how about you?
i guess they dont really know me but so are you...
so i've tried so hard in being not me

i'm tired of being not me or someone else who you want me to be
i'd rather having the old me and the alter egos are agreed..
cause i've tried so hard in being not me

i'm tired of being not me but ain't it the life
kicking you out from where you really want to be
yeah i've tried so hard in being not me

i'm tired of being not me and i was never intended to be
i'm tired of being not me and i was never intended to be

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