just when i needed the most.

i used to plan a future, now i have two, and both are not mine..
the problem always quite the same and i never really want to solve them
i just run away from them, and it probably the best way, probably.
i feel so alone and i was really alone and yeah i am alone..

i was wrapped in loneliness and it slowly kills me
supposed to be happy cause i was winning something, but i'm not..
i'm not happy and it dissolve to tears...
tears of loneliness that washed away by the rain...

i need someone to talk to or just sit beside me, but there is nobody
just when i needed the most, they were never really there
probably it's only the timing, but it happens all the time..
but at the moment i'm not liking in being alone..

i'm not really liking being alone now, but i guess i've got to get used to it..
get used to it. again and again. just like before. long before.

cengeng, sensitif dan memalukan...
mungkin karena pikiran terlalu lelah bekerja...