Wednesday, June 16, 2010

losing interests.

do you realize there are times in life, that we lose interests in something that we usually love or like doing it? we dont mean to be like that, but one thing and another, it just the way it is.

for example, it's already another WorldCup. i could remember how i was really into watching it a few years before. i could pick a country i love (France, for once) and support it all the way it goes, watch every game it had, even the boring ones. but now? i know nothing bout it except it is on Africa. hahaha. i was amazed with how wonderful to be a World Cup player, playing for your country, in the world most famous stage, it's so amazing, isnt it?. but now i think i've lost my interest in it. well, not all, some part of it. Just not feelin' the hype i guess.

another examples is the NBA Finals. I played basketball through my senior high school years, and still lovin' it till my first year at university i guess. to me, it's not always about the winning, but more to the beauty of the game. Jordan is my favourite, still remember his Golden Era with the famous triangle offense with the bulls. but after he left the game, i lost my appetite in it, my bad i know, but it just the way it is. and it's already NBA Finals now, Boston versus Lakers. Kobe's still playing for Los Angeles using number 24 but who's playing for Boston? hell, i dont know, i was surprised to know KG's there.. but still, when i watch the game, and the beauty of it, i do still has the love for it, just not as big as before. another kind of interests-losing, perhaps.

well, it's just two examples reckoning of what's happening to me in the current time. But it makes realize, we do really lose interest for a few things in life. I lost my interest for Christmas Holiday, no.. almost all national holiday probably.. remember when we were little, we're eager and got very enthusiast about it? how 'bout now? not really into it heh? we dont really feel those holiday spirit, do we? what's with that? is it because all the new routinity so-called work? is it a sign of growing up? (i prefer not) or are those things are just not really instresting anymore?

a reason i could find to that matter is that we're also losing somebody or anyone to have or to do the same interests as we are. when we got someone or anybody to do or enjoy the same interest, i assume we're not losing it as soon as we're alone. so, a companion is a must then? but every person has their own life, arent they?

well again, some of us find new things that interest our life.. and that's a good one, lose some and get some.

but i think we're the one who choose to lose interests in all of them. we got bored and pretty unconcern of all those thing we used to loved. we always find a reason to leave them behind. from small reasons to the big ones, and before you know it, BANG! we're kinda missing all those thing. well, dont know bout you, but i do.

• i lost my interest in sports. not doing them, well at least still enjoying the beauty of it. :P
• i lost my interest in holiday spirit: christmas, lebaran, new year, and else.. i should find the joy of it again.
• i never lost interest in designing, art directing, or anything that relates to my job.
• i lost my interest of travelling, but i guess the sea keep calling me back.
• i never lost interest in knowing something new.
• i never lost interest in life. yet. :P
• i never lost interest in noodles. :P
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but some says: No one could loses anything because no one really owns anything. :)


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