Nurani Hitam.

nuraniku sedang hitam. kelam.
terlalu banyak hitam. legam.
menunggu cahaya malam yang mencekam.
jiwa menjerit dari tempat terdalam

nuraniku hitam legam mencekam kelam.



ditambah awan mendung membawa hujan, lengkaplah sudah.

I just haven't met you yet. ^^

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You'll Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

a nice song by Michael Buble - kinda love it right now! ^^
just check out the lyrics and upliftin' rhythms

Astro Boy was made ready!

nice animation, great and funny robots! love watching the kids' smiling between and after the show. kinda forgot the original story, quite far different i pressume.. i felt asleep in some part of the movie :p hahahaha not my kind of type of movie, but it's a such a good family movie! Take your kids, nephews, sure they'll gonna love it

love TrashCan, RRF robots, and ZOG, but still Astro Rules!!!

^^

bella's dead

"bella's dead. i put her dead body in a black bag and i threw her body somewhere black. i dont know what happened to her though. i dont even really know her, o poor black dog."

tentang DM09 -_-

aku dan partnerku tidak lolos penyisihan Daun Muda Award tahun ini. perbandingannya 10 : 123, dan ternyata kali ini keberuntungan tidak berpihak kepada kami, atau mungkin juga kami tidak maksimal mengerjakannya dan aku sadar akan hal itu. sebuah pembelajaran yang sangat berharga.

• ternyata kalah di penyisihan itu lebih tidak mengenakkan daripada kalah di Final. :p
• membuatku menyadari bahwa masih banyak yang lebih hebat di sana (setidaknya di mata juri)
• sedikit sedih karena tidak bisa bertarung dengan orang-orang hebat itu dan kehilangan kesempatan untuk bertemu dengan yang jauh lebih hebat lagi.
• tapi ya balik lagi, menerima semuanya dan harus berusaha lebih maksimal lagi di lain kesempatan (jika Yang Berkuasa mengijinkan)

i hate losing, i really do, but then i should learn something everytime i lost.

sedikit dari ibunya.

aku sedang menuju tempat kursus animasi ketika handphoneku bergetar di kantong celana, aku ambil dan kulihat siapa itu, dari rumahnya. Wah, ada apa nih, gak mungkin dia. dan ternyata itu adalah ibunya, aku kaget dan kukira ada masalah. aku menepi untuk berbicara dengannya. ternyata ibunya hanya ingin minta maaf kepadaku, dia minta maaf jika dia ada salah denganku. aku sedikit heran tetapi sangat senang sekali, nadanya cukup ramah dan tanpa pikir panjang, aku bilang iya, karena memang sudah tidak ada masalah terhadapku, dan telepon dari dia ini mempertegas hal itu. pembicaraan berlangsung singkat jelas dan padat.
well, one burden on my shoulder has been lift off by that phonecall. ^^

it's not about her, it's all about her mother. so technically, this post is not about her :p

updated061109-now i know why she called me. ugh, be strong dear.. :(

It must have been good, but I lost it somehow

Roxette - It Must Have Been Love

Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, is there a silence
In the bedroom and all around

Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm

And it's a hard winter's day
I dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

nice song and good lyric. the last post dedicated to her for now, yeah you know who.
it's the end of october and an end of another chapter.
true, it must have been love and i lost it somehow, but it's over now.

seharusnya dulu kubiarkan saja ia menganggapku masih anak kecil yang hanya ingin bersenang-senang saja. mungkin seharusnya begitu, sehingga semua ini tidak akan pernah terjadi.