bersama, bukan kepada.

"sometimes i just miss a friend who i can talk with, joke with; about the world, about sexuality, about ideas, about anything.. a simple talk with no boundaries, no hard feelings."

yeah, merindukan seseorang seperti itu, setelah sempat berbicara dengan seorang teman yang sangat dekat di masa lalu, yang bagaimanapun penjelasannya tidak akan pernah bisa sedekat seperti dulu. Untuk tertawa bersama, bertukar pikiran, dan hal-hal lepas lainnya.. tenang, aku hargai keputusanmu itu hai teman.. cuma bisa menghela nafas dan menerimanya. *sigh*

berbicara bersama, tertawa bersama.
bersama, bukan kepada.
:)

someone else to do it.

"i've found it's hard to stab yourself on the back, you need someone else to do it."

no, nothing wrong with me in case you're worrying (yeah right). it's just a random thought. :)

kesadaran.

"mempertemukan sperma dan sel telur yang dilakukan secara sadar seyogyanya diikuti dengan kesadaran untuk melakukan yang terbaik sebagai manusia."


umm.. yeah, (sometimes) i read cosmo too. :)

menikmati The Baseballs

hahaha found this old stylin' band. Rockabilly!
i guess it was from Marit's Tweet.
and then it all goes, from one song to the full album: Strike!

they covers the songs from this era with their old rockabilly style!
check the websites here for complete story, biography and all.

and you could check some of the rockabilly videos here: Hot and Cold, Umbrella
damn, the videos are very old style, they really good at it.

have some laughs and fun times like the old days.
yeah i'm not really livin' that era but i'm lovin' it.

like most of them

"probably i didnt do all the things you thought i've done to you.maybe it's all only in your head, and you're being selfish to me about it. like most of them, most of the times."

i am okay, and i thought we are, but i guess you're not.
hmm.. what can i do about it heh? :)

inception

Nolan did a very awesome job!
The casts are awesome!
and the musicscoring is also awesome!
the story, the plot, the effects (yes of course) are awesome!
and yeah i am amazed by the awesomeness!

got pretty high expectation before watching it, and it really paid off.
a mindblowing movie about dreams and what you can do in it.
i always love this kind of movie, a movie when your mind cant stop thinking afterward.
a very simple yet somehow complicated concept beautifuly delivered.

here's the official WB's plot:
Dom Cobb is a skilled thief, the absolute best in the dangerous art of extraction, stealing valuable secrets from deep within the subconscious during the dream state, when the mind is at its most vulnerable. Cobb's rare ability has made him a coveted player in this treacherous new world of corporate espionage, but it has also made him an international fugitive and cost him everything he has ever loved. Now Cobb is being offered a chance at redemption. One last job could give him his life back but only if he can accomplish the impossible-inception. Instead of the perfect heist, Cobb and his team of specialists have to pull off the reverse: their task is not to steal an idea but to plant one. If they succeed, it could be the perfect crime. But no amount of careful planning or expertise can prepare the team for the dangerous enemy that seems to predict their every move. An enemy that only Cobb could have seen coming.


mind over logics, guilt, dreams, suicidal tendencies. What else? It really fits me. i could have a talk all day about the movie, the concept and all. shall we?
:)

one of my favourite quote:
negative emotions are trumped by positive emotions.

when i dream a sweet one.

Have you ever wake up smiling, in a very good mood just because a dream, a wonderful dream? Well, it happens to me just now.. I just had a simple and wonderful dream last nite. :)

The dream is (of course) including her. The set and the story is simple, it just me and her sitting on a bench in a very wonderful weather. We talked and talked about anything, everything. She shared her plans of being adventurous and her dreams in the future. We had smiles, a lot of them, she laughed at my stupid jokes. Aahh, the smiles, i'm missing them already. We just talked and talked, but it makes me feel happy. :)

Hey you, how could you come into my dream just like that?
Have you really growing in me?
Is it okay that i call you the girl of my dream?
Though it was a dream, i could swear it was you, clearly,
with all those sweet and calming smiles. really, it was you.
the first one to call me a romantic, tough not directly to my face.

And i wonder if you ever had the same way the other way around, a dream including me that makes you happy. Hey, if you do, just tell me, and sure we can have a little chat about it, It must come from you, otherwise, if it comes from me, it would be just become another pickup line from me. A lame one. Hahaha.

Well, it's a very great one. A sweet dream indeed. And it's probably just a vision of me dying out for someone to talk to. Whatever it means, I thank the Lord for me having it.

06.13 - smiling.

Aahhh, menikmati sekali mimpi itu. :)